this world has it’s karma so fucking backwards, it needs to change before it kills us. why is it that all the horrible people who can’t fucking be grateful for a god damn thing that’s thrown at them, continue to get everything thrown at them? but the good people who ACTUALLY do good for other people, get everything taken from them, or fucked over, or what not. i don’t care who you are, when you fuck over people i love or care about, or even people i don’t know very well but know are good people, you better be ready for hell. especially when it comes to people like my boyfriend, or my grandpa. the two nicest people in the entire fucking world, both who save MY life on a daily basis. and maybe they should be punished for that, but they’ve both been punished enough. they’ve both been put through so much, when is it their turn to get good in return? what the fuck is the point in being a good person when all you do is get fucked? how is it worth it? i’ve seen and been best friends with, the most selfish people on the face of the planet. people who couldn’t give a shit less about anything or anyone but themselves. people who get everything handed to them, but still find every little thing to complain about. how is it even possible to be so ungrateful? i hate this world. this world is completely fucked. maybe to save us, the world will end at the end of 2012. maybe that’s what we need to start this over and get everything back on track, because seriously. fuck. this. world.