As 2011 wraps up, I can’t help but be so happy and appreciative of what I have. Ian and I made it a year, I just quit my job, and now that the new year has hit so now I have to look hard for a new one. If it’s one thing I’ve learned this year, it’s who I am, who I want to be, and who I really truly want to keep in my life and who is worth it. I’m tired of all the bullshit, the lies, the excuses, how much people complain when they’re handed everything, people playing the victim cards and acting like their decision’s are not their fault. seriously, we’re not in middle school anymore. stand the fuck up and take responsibility for your actions. This year I’m not going to let people walk all over me. I’m not gonna let anyone who means anything to me, walk out of my life. I’m gonna hold on to them tight, because they mean something to me.

I hope this year I’ll be able to go to school. Start my AA or my Bachelor’s, or even maybe my Masters. I’m tired of having dreams about being an Interior Designer, I want to live it.

I rang in the new year right, with the right people. It’s so good to have friends who love and support you. I love small get together’s at my house. Sitting around playing games, having dance of, hula hoop competitions.. whatever. Things that just remind you why your life is good. Things that make you happy with the people that make you happy. People who care more about you than them, people who can appreciate the small things rather than complaining about big things. Those are the people I want in my life.

Nights like this, is what I hope the rest of 2012 is full of. <3

I’d recap on 2011 more, but I’ve been doing really well on not living in the past or the future, just living in the present and enjoying every moment of it :)